My dear Suzi passed away last night...
Before i went out last night, i noticed she had a hump where the tail and back legs come together. First thing i thought was bone desease! But there was only so much i can do last night, so i had her in my hands for about 2 hours trying to give her comfort as deep down i knew she was dying.
She did not have any power to lift even her head up properly, she got these strange pullings if i can call it that and could see she was in pain! After not being able to bear it anymore, i went out...
I got back last night and noticed she was dead... It was really a sad moment! I was really so mad as i feel like this is my fault! I could've took better care than i did i think.
So i took her in my hands, with tears rolling down my face to the yard at the back. Had a tea spoon in my hand and started digging a hole in the ground! I got a nice little carton box and filled it up with KFC paper and put her neatly in there so she could be comfy.
Then i finally burried her... The worst part of it all is... She was only 5 months old